45mg of hydrocodone over the span of an hour, [finished eating them more than an hour ago] and about 9 hours before that i had 60mg of vyvanse.

neither are expired, i didn't sleep last night so i should be more susceptible to downer high!!

can anyone please explain?

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i know the tabz are almost doin there job 'cause my face has been itching for like an hour.

i was sick until this afternoon from all that fucking apap.

Speedball

The Speedballz I've ever done were SPEED and coke...

fyre, speedballs are originally an ope plus coke. but two uppers dont qualify hahaha sorry

Why anyone would mix speed with coke is beyond me.

everythings starting to breathe and wave. sleep deprivation plus strawberry blunt is whats good

Do whippets and vodka qualify?


OMFG (as if I had one)

http://www.abovetheinfluence.com/facts/whydrugs.aspx

There's really only ONE reason folks take drugs,

and ALL folks take them for the SAME REASON:

To Feel Better/Good.

I take synthroid for the exact same reason I take aspirin, xanax, antibiotics and smoke herb ~

it makes me feel better.

The problem is that none of the drugs actually CURE, for good and all, whatever you're taking them for, so you're going to have to go back and take them again,

and at some point in the Taking Them Again cycle, you get called addicted.

imho, Welcome To Life, where you will spend your days feeding your addictions:

to air; to food; to water; to sunlight; even to money, which you have to keep going back to some sort of job, to get.

Funny thing about our society, it's OK to talk about getting drunk, wasted, both, both and driving, cheating on people, racist jokes (sometimes - carefully), fighting etc. But money is taboo.

Like asking someone how much they make,

or what they paid for something?

My dad actually ended a friendship over some guy asking how many head of cattle he was running,

and A Lot of folks are like that, out in the country.

My dad explained that it was like asking someone how much money they have in the bank, which, WTF does THAT, regardless of whether they'd like to know how much you paid for a piece of machinery?

I don't get it, but I have to say <~That, about a lot of things.

Why anyone would mix speed with coke is beyond me.

Why anyone would mix speed with coke is beyond me.

Don't do it, then.

Burn your veins up with the speed,

or completely numb them out with the coke.

I liked the mix, but I didn't do it that much.

Why anyone would inject anything, particularly coke, is beyond me.

I suppose with coke it's the fact that snorting it is such a subtle high, and some folks (me, included) just don't get anything from it.

But, yeah ~ IV ANYTHING is pretty spooky, and I guess you have to be pretty desperate to go there.

Yeah. Needles freak me the fuck out, and anytime I've been put on a drip it's made me feel nauseous. I even have some trouble with minor shit like blood tests. I dunno if I could ever give blood. It'd have to be for someone I cared about, anyway.

My aversion to needles always seems odd to people considering the fact that I have quite a few tattoos, but it's just not the same thing.

No, it truly isn't, Si.

Blood is a weird thing.  It's our LIFE, and when we have to look at a LOT of it?

It freaks us the fuck out.

Me, as a nurse; Dave, for SURE, as a Trauma Tech.  We've seen a LOT of it.

There is an author, that wrote something called The Books of Blood,

that talked about how we're layers ~

skin, blood and bones,

and how, even though we're all of THAT, we're more.

Our spirit goes so much deeper than just our bodies.

Well, you have to actually LOOK and think about what the author is saying,

'cuz it's presented in a Horror scenario,

but it isn't that horrifying if you know that you're more than just the fucking BOOK,

or the BLOOD.

Other people's blood freaks me out way more than my own, probably because of having made myself bleed so many times (unintentionally, mostly).

I know!  That's so WEIRD, eh?

My blood,

i can feel how i feel if i lose this much,

but if it's someone ELSE?

I freak, 'cuz not all peeps feel the same after a major blood loss.

I have to be "bled," okay?  I give off a 1/2 liter and walk OUT,

within 15 mins.

I don't feel woozy, or anything.

I watch my blood flowing away...

it makes me think of the life that that blood represents, in a way.

It's poison to me.

My own fucking blood.

Well, that was my last thought, when i had to be bled.

It's like wtg?  Am i allergic to LIFE?

rofl

Yes, i laugh about it, as sad as it is, much like i expect Daddy does over his own sitch

{sigh}

My God has a wicked sense of humour, for SURE!

update. the other day, swim extracted 7 perc 10's, and put it in tea with extra lemons. cause i love lemons. and super southern sugar.
some kid spilled a little at the party, i made him pay me 4 dollars for it.
my eyes were stitched shut, but i could see.