Ahhh, gotcha ...
You wanna hear something I just found out yesterday?
The day I though about that song (and posted it), I also thought about my friend
for a split second ... I don't know why; I've not spoken to him in years ...
... he killed himself that night !
(Like, no bullshit; he really did!
His daughter even wrote on FB "at least you aren't in pain anymore, daddy")
How fucked up is that?