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Current Thoughts(Read 681188 times)
Re: Current Thoughts Reply #8010 on: April 28, 2020, 01:52:35 AM
How the fuck can anyone not have a basic PC and email? I don't fucking get it? Are things so much worse today than when I was about as poor as dirt-fuck?
Working at odd and temp jobs. I bet NayNay also has no PC and never read the text on the flash drive I forwarded. (she did think the world was flat) so cute don't ya think? I could have taught her so much.

Anyway one clue, my HGB is only 7.2 today when low normal is 13.
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Re: Current Thoughts Reply #8011 on: April 28, 2020, 03:30:02 AM
Amazing isn't it sir ... how we have experienced so much more as being technically inclined than the neophytes who refuse to evolve.

They might say, what if your technology fails? I can still deal with that. Having grown up before it existed.
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Re: Current Thoughts Reply #8012 on: April 30, 2020, 12:20:53 AM
I agree ...
I purposely go without it for a week or so (as you've noticed) when I don't have to work on it ...
You know, for a short while I actually FORGOT what the outside was really like ...

I don't know what to say about your blood deal ... It's odd, and I'm not sure how to handle it ...
How is cutting back on (certain) meds going so far (and which one)?
BOOYA, MOTHERFUCKER!!!

Quote from: bagman, 04-29-2002 04:35 PM
Haha I'm gonna get some punani soon ya fucks!

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Re: Current Thoughts Reply #8013 on: April 30, 2020, 11:44:24 AM
Pretty well. I have either cut them all in half or cut them out.
I had one instance of slightly low BP reading (86/62) yesterday, but I had taken one full Carvedilol that morning and returned to full tabs on some of my other meds but the coreg seems to be the culprit. I took that shit for a long time and thought my pills just made me feel sick but now I actually know why. To my credit or downfall, I can still function even with dangerously low BP. Must be all those decades of partying with various substances.
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Re: Current Thoughts Reply #8014 on: April 30, 2020, 11:48:07 PM
Well, that's a good thing (I guess) ...
It's good that you know what to take ...

Again, I've heard more than once a doctor saying "I'm prescribing [.......mgs], but only take half for now ... You know, if it makes you feel better ..."

I think they have to prescribe certain dosages ...
(A lot is trial/error anyway, so it seems) ...

It doesn't mean you have to take them if they are fucking you over ...
(At least not at the higher doses prescribed) ...
BOOYA, MOTHERFUCKER!!!

Quote from: bagman, 04-29-2002 04:35 PM
Haha I'm gonna get some punani soon ya fucks!

|)__/)
(='.'=) This is the signature bunny. He's hard-fucking-core!
('')_('')



Re: Current Thoughts Reply #8015 on: May 02, 2020, 01:50:57 PM
I'm still trying different variations, not wanting to dump them completely.
My bp rose to 127 / 72 yesterday, I took one Lisinopril and it dropped back into the 80's and while mid 80's isn't dangerously low it's still low enough that I can feel it. At one point my rpr was 110 which is high for me but well within normal for my age.
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Re: Current Thoughts Reply #8016 on: May 04, 2020, 10:55:22 AM
127 systolic is ok ....
72 diastolic is pushing it little ...

You'll fine a good combo that fit perfectly .....
BOOYA, MOTHERFUCKER!!!

Quote from: bagman, 04-29-2002 04:35 PM
Haha I'm gonna get some punani soon ya fucks!

|)__/)
(='.'=) This is the signature bunny. He's hard-fucking-core!
('')_('')



Re: Current Thoughts Reply #8017 on: May 04, 2020, 11:45:29 AM
Well I do have heart failure.

Heard about an interesting concept yesterday.
The Heart is Not a Pump
https://www.google.com/search?client=firefox-b-1-d&q=The+heart+is+not+a+pump
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Re: Current Thoughts Reply #8018 on: May 05, 2020, 12:18:14 AM
Hey Quote this.

"Excuse me but religious people are fucking morons and actually need to  be relocated to internment camps until they can be deprogrammed from their hate mongering cult bullshit due to their belief and faith in a fictional fucking religion. ...Sold to them by con men!!!"
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Re: Current Thoughts Reply #8019 on: May 05, 2020, 02:16:13 AM
>> You'll fine a good combo that fit perfectly .....<<
Yeah buddy, I assume you mean "fits" and find" don't worry I'm just being super critical lately.
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Re: Current Thoughts Reply #8020 on: May 05, 2020, 02:28:43 AM
My diastolic is usually in the mid 60's. Well maybe 70's something.

I got new blood work today, my hemoglobin is way up to 7.3
A full 1/10th above last week. WooHoo! Lol J/K.
Now they want me to schedule another transfusion. 
I told my new Dr (as of 1 part of a year) that I wanted my hemoglobin monitored. He said because of my last previous readings it wasn't needed, I was stable. But I was only stable at the time and he did no follow up.

Now I'm low again and he finally took notice. I explained the reason I dumped my last DR. And told him HE is still on trial. See how he likes that.

I also emailed my nurse Nina about my BNP test because it is over 300.
She sent me a cut and paste textbook reply.

I told her if she only goes by the "guidelines" she will never be out of the box.

 Typical young wanabe professional woman.
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Re: Current Thoughts Reply #8021 on: May 05, 2020, 08:34:57 AM
Right ....
Play the game and Pray it works ...

What is the underlying cause of your heart failure?
It seems to me you have at least one other thing going on in there ....
BOOYA, MOTHERFUCKER!!!

Quote from: bagman, 04-29-2002 04:35 PM
Haha I'm gonna get some punani soon ya fucks!

|)__/)
(='.'=) This is the signature bunny. He's hard-fucking-core!
('')_('')



Re: Current Thoughts Reply #8022 on: May 05, 2020, 12:23:47 PM
Beer?

They have all known about that all along.
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Re: Current Thoughts Reply #8023 on: May 05, 2020, 12:32:56 PM
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What is the underlying cause of your heart failure?
Good question and apparently nobody knows. did you peruse the google links I provided? Because they don't have a real answer.
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Re: Current Thoughts Reply #8024 on: May 09, 2020, 09:22:47 PM
Update:

I received another blood transfusion on the 7th, only one unit this time.
Still no reason for the anemia or heart failure. But I do feel better now.
Guess I've become a modern vampire. Keep those units coming and I'll live forever, lol.

Also have completely canned the coreg and Lisinopril I was taking as daily meds and BONUS ... my long time cough (associated with heart failure) has almost completely abated. Plus my BP has been great the past week. No real peaks and no more fucking ridiculous lows.
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Re: Current Thoughts Reply #8025 on: May 13, 2020, 10:58:43 AM
Again, "guesswork in a labcoat" ....
Mix and match as you need to ...
You seem to be on the right track ...

Vampire ... Haha ....
Mike, after all these years, I'd believe it ....
BOOYA, MOTHERFUCKER!!!

Quote from: bagman, 04-29-2002 04:35 PM
Haha I'm gonna get some punani soon ya fucks!

|)__/)
(='.'=) This is the signature bunny. He's hard-fucking-core!
('')_('')



Re: Current Thoughts Reply #8026 on: May 25, 2020, 02:53:32 AM
After my transfusion my BP started spiking in the mornings. I have taken a few half coregs and lisinoprils to combat this rise. nothing major, just fine tuning.
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Re: Current Thoughts Reply #8027 on: May 25, 2020, 10:52:20 PM
Exactly ...
BOOYA, MOTHERFUCKER!!!

Quote from: bagman, 04-29-2002 04:35 PM
Haha I'm gonna get some punani soon ya fucks!

|)__/)
(='.'=) This is the signature bunny. He's hard-fucking-core!
('')_('')



Re: Current Thoughts Reply #8028 on: May 26, 2020, 07:32:25 PM
I wrote down the link and log in info for JoJo.
I will hand it to her soon, if she doesn't show up here I'm done with her.
I've been ignoring her, last night it seemed like she was about to say something but I just walked by. There is a personal reason for that that I don't feel like sharing.
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Re: Current Thoughts Reply #8029 on: May 27, 2020, 09:33:36 PM
I won't ask ....
Maybe she'll show ...
BOOYA, MOTHERFUCKER!!!

Quote from: bagman, 04-29-2002 04:35 PM
Haha I'm gonna get some punani soon ya fucks!

|)__/)
(='.'=) This is the signature bunny. He's hard-fucking-core!
('')_('')



Re: Current Thoughts Reply #8030 on: May 28, 2020, 03:05:46 AM
Maybe she'll read this and get pissed?
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Re: Current Thoughts Reply #8031 on: May 28, 2020, 05:39:51 PM
Either way, the package has been delivered. She will either show up here or corner me at some point and say she doesn't know what any of this shit means.
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Re: Current Thoughts Reply #8032 on: May 28, 2020, 05:55:41 PM
If she gets pissed at you/it, well, it'll be amusing ...
... And also predicate what kind of user she'd be

Win/Win ...
BOOYA, MOTHERFUCKER!!!

Quote from: bagman, 04-29-2002 04:35 PM
Haha I'm gonna get some punani soon ya fucks!

|)__/)
(='.'=) This is the signature bunny. He's hard-fucking-core!
('')_('')



Re: Current Thoughts Reply #8033 on: June 25, 2020, 11:30:34 PM
Well obviously she was a fake friend. Quite like hookers, lol.

Today I thought it was interesting that a checker girl at Food 4 Less I have seen a dozen times and said hello to a few times. Bagged all my groceries for me while I was waiting for the ATM. Ok great, I said you are just too sweet. and thanked her. Now I had like three bags of cat litter, several 6 packs of tea, and a bunch of other stuff that doesn't fit into bags. As I was transferring the stuff back into the cart she came and leaned over my shoulder and said starting on the 29th you can bring your own bags in again. Because I know you used to.

LOL all the other shoppers were sitting in line waiting. I don't get it.

or do I ...   

Um you might think lots of places bag your shit for you but Food 4 Less is bag your own! Always has been. just saying

I waved at her as I was leaving the store and she waved back. Meh, I know, means nothing.
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Re: Current Thoughts Reply #8034 on: June 27, 2020, 11:11:39 PM
Oily Crackers, this woman is almost a dead ringer for Nayanna. Her face and body type are very close.

https://xhamster.com/videos/becky-holding-it-again-11228923

Even the hair is almost perfect, just adding.
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Re: Current Thoughts Reply #8035 on: July 07, 2020, 03:13:21 AM
Damn ...
Ok, I can see the fascination there ...
Only thing; would she pee on the spot for you too?
BOOYA, MOTHERFUCKER!!!

Quote from: bagman, 04-29-2002 04:35 PM
Haha I'm gonna get some punani soon ya fucks!

|)__/)
(='.'=) This is the signature bunny. He's hard-fucking-core!
('')_('')



Re: Current Thoughts Reply #8036 on: July 08, 2020, 12:53:38 AM
Damn ...
Ok, I can see the fascination there ...
Only thing; would she pee on the spot for you too?

It would be interesting but no. You won't believe this but I have never thought of her sexually not even once. Sure I mentioned her nice butt a couple times but shit, how could anyone miss that.
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Re: Current Thoughts Reply #8037 on: July 26, 2020, 12:52:03 AM
Right ....
Wait, you looked at that and never thought of her sexually?

Hmmm ....
Let me look again ....
BOOYA, MOTHERFUCKER!!!

Quote from: bagman, 04-29-2002 04:35 PM
Haha I'm gonna get some punani soon ya fucks!

|)__/)
(='.'=) This is the signature bunny. He's hard-fucking-core!
('')_('')



Re: Current Thoughts Reply #8038 on: July 26, 2020, 12:55:01 AM
At around the 1:30ish mark, and again at the 4:15ish mark she looks like a girl I used to bang on the reg for a bit ...
BOOYA, MOTHERFUCKER!!!

Quote from: bagman, 04-29-2002 04:35 PM
Haha I'm gonna get some punani soon ya fucks!

|)__/)
(='.'=) This is the signature bunny. He's hard-fucking-core!
('')_('')



Re: Current Thoughts Reply #8039 on: July 26, 2020, 01:30:35 AM
Ha, ya know I never had a chance to see her dressed like that, Might have made a diff, but I doubt it, really all I ever wanted was just to be friends.
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