Stop hanging around the edges of the playground, for a start.
We know how it is, how it makes you feel so good to Take another living thing.
We know how being Woman, larger targets might be too risky, how you might not even be able to get your hands around their necks.
But they are just children, dear girl, and one should not pluck the Fruit not yet ripened.
Maybe you should consider volunteering your... services at a hospice?