Right now I'm more focused on not getting down on myself. My mom thrashed my car the other day in a psychotic rage after I wouldn't let her in my house out of fear. Also, my sister has moved out but still calls me drunk constantly. I think the stress is showing up on my body. I have chest acne now, really bad. The headaches I have been getting are also draining me. I wish I could just line all the people that bring me down and slap them all in the face.... you know... so I don't go to jail after.