I would hate to start to think I'm special or entitled in any way. That would suck.
I've been through some hairy shit in the last 40 years but always tried to keep an even keel. So to speak.
To put your minds at ease I have never killed anyone. But I would kill a motherfucker in a heartbeat if he threatens my family. Wouldn't even give him a warning, ... "threat", - dead, end of story.