Oh, hey Luke. Sup.
Well, for a couple of months I felt pretty good about myself overall. I was extremely busy transitioning to a new job, I had effectively gotten over the girl from my last relationship, and I was rearranging some of my hobbies.
However, more recently I feel like I've fallen back into some familiar slumps. So, since I was already back to coordinate the Japan trip, I thought I'd spend a little time poking around the boards to see what had been going on in my absence. You know, in a vain attempt to look externally for something to make me feel better about myself.
It's a slippery slope, however.
I spent the whole day at home, waiting for a package to be delivered (which never came). During that time, I checked the forums every couple of hours, feeling like I was getting back into the same kinds of ridiculous patterns that I was trying to avoid in the first place. Feeling, in fact, dirty and elated every time I read or responded to another clever comment from krsna or zoomie.
I'm sure within a few more weeks I'll be back to the same old level of spending hours a day reading every inane comment made by the denizens of the gun, if I don't get this shit in check.
But otherwise, I'm fine. Sup with you?
« Last Edit: August 21, 2009, 09:24:43 PM by eitje »

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Like yours. Only different.