L&O: SVU is where it's at, bitches.

Do you have chickens?

Muh Chikkinz!@@!!!

Went back into the hospital ER Monday night at midnight, short of breath again.  They said it waas pretty much blood pressure problems because I stopped taking my medications, and now I guess I have to admit that I'm type 2 diabetic because the evidence stacks up too well for it to not be true.  They only kept me overnight, and gave me a blood pressure medication that hopefully this time won't make me have nightmares of people decapitating each other or dead people screaming in my face.

In fact, this is the second time thay've asked if I've ever talked to anyone about anxiety problems.  I don't know what could be causing me anxiety, It's not like I have a lot of stress in my life or anything.  I sit here playing video games and watching TV all day.

I've seen too many people either on the wrong meds, or not taking meds because they
are the wrong meds; then it goes the other way, like with your dreams ...

... few doctors actually listen to their patients these days

I can't say my BP meds have caused bad dreams but I did recently dream I was using my cats as a brick facade on a wall. I was nailing them to the wall being careful to nail through the skin and not the bones. Some of them were struggling and I had to put in a few extra nails.

Then I wondered how I was going to feed them like that. LOL

Metoprolol was what they had me on, and it has a possible side effect of "unusual dreams".  In my case it was people trapped in a cave growing despondent and decapitating themselves with a machete, or a guy running around shooting people in the neck and their heads flying off, or dead people jumping from out of nowhere in a dream and screaming at me like one of those goddamn screamer videos, or more recently this woman kept appearing in dreams that would fly in from a doorway or hallway, screaming, dragged around in the air like something invisible was yanking her body around and slamming it into the walls and I coulod hear her bones cracking.  Psycho shit.  I thought I was seriously going batshit for awhile there.

They put me back on lisinopril now, it doesn't fuck with me near as bad.

Well, that's good ...
It's not good to have drugs that dig that far into your psyche' ...

That's scary shit, man ...

I'm taking Lisnopril 10mg and Amlodipine 5mg and I was taking Atenolol but quit taking that because I had to stop for a few days due to a cardiac stress test and decided to not resume taking them. I have a new prescription for Allopurinol for my gout and 81 mg aspirin daily to help prevent heart attacks so can't really afford everything.

I'm on humana paid for by medicaid so mine usually don't run more then 20 bucks.  Probably less now that they have me on only two instead of four.

Yeah, I'm on a low-dose aspirin a day, too, since I think they had me on warfarin for too long and had to take me off it.  My Lisinopril was 20mg before, but after this stay they changed me to 10mg Liusinopril and 15mg HTCZ in one combo pill.  Guess I'll see what my doctor I MEAN nurse practitioner decides to keep it as on Tuesday. 

The fuck happened to doctors anyway why are they all nurse practitioners now?

Well it's not Obamas fault ? Right!

nurses are better than doctors, most of the time, IMO

They make less; perfect for insurance and medicare ...

I was thinking that simply because they are paid so much less they can give you more time and attention and are eager to make a name for themselves.

That too ...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aN3-3oNmOMo

So I have these two friends, brothers, who I haven't relaly seen much of in years, but I've known them since high school.  One of them just called me and said that the other is in jail for distribution of child pornography on the internet.  Even worse, he was IN the video he distributed.

Fuck.  I don't even know what to think.

That the DUMBEST part is STARRING in the video ...
Then again, there is no "dumbest part" of this ...

You know what; I don't know what to think about this either ...

I think it's probably pretty likely that we've all known people who feel that way about children. The vast majority of people with those tendencies will probably never admit it to anyone, because to do so is social suicide, at best. However many pedos get caught, plenty don't, and plenty more have those urges but never act on them. It's a fucking scary thought, but unfortunately there is just no way of knowing how many of these people there are.

Agreed ...
I've thought that same take on the subject for years, Si ...

fucking finally let me in. missed ya'll

Hi Hilder it was a pain in the ass getting back in here.

yep. cleaning day round here.. i have too many crafting things.

I have too many crappy things.

Going to go get the paper work to register my new little trailer today, maybe I can get some crap hauled away this summer.
I put it together from a kit last fall and it's been sitting in my living room ever since.

I did that once; it didn't last very long for my application for it ...

What application might that have been?

I plan to use mine to haul trash a refuse. (sometimes maybe a riding mower) But It has to be small because I'm towing it with a little Honda Civic hatchback.
Luckily the Honda gets exceptional gas mileage and so I can make a lot of trips.

Woo I registered my tailor today, it cost $40 for five years.
I also received my new monitor but I haven connected it yet.
Hopefully my PC will boot.

I did the "put together trailer" thing ...
That's what didn't work for very long ...

The registration outlasted the practical application of the trailer ...

Why is that? Seems like a pretty simple structure. I guess the box you build on it makes a big difference.

My son can weld all the joints if I decide that's required but after I have a solid plywood box on it I don't suppose it will flex much.