Bring on the emo points kiddos. I am one fucked up McDonalds order from giving myself lead poisoning, luckily i dont eat McDonalds. the Swine flu notwithstanding (which cost me 500 in lost work and meds). I found out that my bigass settlement that was going to pay off my shiney 09 VW Jetta ended up being 3grand. 3. Two months of Physical therapy, an ambulance ride to the ER. Blah blah FUCKING 3! And that doesnt pay for the ER shit or the box. I was fucked then. And now? Whats next? Sunday I wrecked my BRAND NEW FUCKING SHINEY 09 VW JETTA. Wrecked the assfuck out of it. Messed up my neck, my back, my neckandmyback. (I think that was a Vandals reference). But Im now in stupid amounts of pain. And drunk at 4pm for some reason. yay. My deductable is 1000 dollars. thats like 16000 pesos. But I was happy! Holy hell! I wrecked my brand new fucking 09 VW Jetta that I cant afford! I can use the insurance cash to pay it off! Buy a dirty little shit car, and move to Austin! Start a band and do sex! Eat drugs! Huzzah! Nope. Apparently its not totaled. Not totaled. So they fix it eventually and I still have a car payment. For a car I dont want, or need. And I get to use the settlement from my last wreck to pay for this shite. And my insurance goes up. I need to die. Ignore spelling and puntuation, again, Im drunk. Gotta go to work. bye.

i thought i was having a rough week-- boyfriend is out of state and my car needs a new battery.

yikes for you, though. rock bottom, situationally. how did you wreck the jetta?

you can always say it was "stolen".

but take care of yourself, man. And whats this lead poisoning stuff?

Teenage girl changed lanes and slammed on the breaks. Admitted she didnt use a blinker... Still my fault I guess but unavoidable. And lead poisoning is where you eat a bullet...

Last I checked, an improper lane change would make her at fault.

Wow man, that sucks. Hope shit turns around for you.

Emo is when there is no good reason for a thread. This is a good reason.

Well, at least you have your health!

Srsly, if you need that car to disappear I know some MS13 guys who need to score some meth for redistro...

, my back, my neckandmyback. (I think that was a Vandals reference).

isnt this from friday

I have wine. It keeps me alive. I guess.

Goid I hat the wine but any shelter in the storm.

Sorry to hear all that dude but things will start looking up for you soon.

Maybe you should move out of texas first though.

i officially have a web crush on you, burny.

See I told you things would start looking up.

Last I checked, an improper lane change would make her at fault.

in some states it really doesnt matter, the hitter is always at blame, even if the hittee is driving like a fucking retard. this is how it is in CA.

Texas too I guess.

And lead poisoning is where you eat a bullet...

We NYC paramedics referred to it as "HVLP" - High Velocity Lead Poisoning - It was to avoid saying "gunshot wound" over the then accessable airwaves of EMS ...

Oh lord the Steel Reserve Malt Liquor is doing a number this morning. 5:07am? I keep changing it as I type... Jeebus...
Im not going to actually shoot me, by the way. I very stubborn. Although we all have limits. I dont think anyone would blame me after this amazing year. But Tru, 'looking up'? Ive waited for a while for things to 'look up'. Looking up isnt gonna happen anytime soon. Thats ok. The thought that counts.
I think I may be able to buy an amp in the next month or so, so I can start playing again. I have some East Texas boys that may just be aching for a nasty punk rock band. Sucks, but I cant leave the Lone Star unless things change. Dont know anyone who will give me a chance elsewhere. So maybe Ill try my luck here in Longview Tx. Its not Austin, but its home, and the music scene here has always been dirty and mean. If I go 'elsewhere', I guess I still have my car that I cant afford. I lived in it for a couple months a little while after I first bought it. Buying it was the exs idea ( I wanted a used car) . And when she took the house it gave me a place to stay. Could give me a place to stay again. Its an 09, but the way car models work, Ive had it almost a year, still nice tho. Tonight (today?) honestly isnt whining, although it may sound that way. This is me being positive.
Oh, and hip. If that wasnt sarcasm, it actually made me feel better in a silly sort of way... Really.
If it was sarcasm, that works too.
And more of the 'sorry if my typing sucks, Im drunk as all hell' bullshit. I think I spellchecked decently, but I didnt bother with puntuation. Pet Peeve I guess.

 I think that as you were selecting a tall, cold 40 oz. bottle of Steel Reserve High-Gravity Nightmare Fuel from the liquor store cooler, it should have triggered an epiphany about your questionable decision making.

 Oh well, maybe next time.

Man, someone needs to buy you a fuckin' beer. What a bitch of a week.

So maybe Ill try my luck here in Longview Tx.

dude, i spent a little time growing up there.
freaky.

EA has always been one of my favorite posters ~ funny, cool, smart, etc. ~

and like i said, y'all "hooked" some of 'em, and they'll be back

wrong thread, lady.

It's frazy. To her, any response to any thread works.

i awaked and baked, this morning

Guess y'all knew that

which reminds me...

Im definately saving my suicide bullet for this monkey here...

i encouraged my last boyfriend to buy a brandy new 4runner that he couldn't quite afford so i could take it to the beach every day last summer while he took my mazda to work every day at noon, never getting to hit the beach himself. then i broke up with him at the end of the summer. (that's how it looked to our social circle, anyway. i really broke up with him because i wasn't in love with him anymore).

but still, 1. being a woman, and 2. knowing both sides of a story like mine, i still want to punch your ex in the throat for taking the house if you actually had to live out of your car for a few months. that's evil. well, unless you cheated on her or something to that effect, but that may be a story for another thread.

No I never cheated. In fact, I took care of her like you couldnt believe. Never asked her to work, gave her everything I could. She had a wreck a year or so before we met, and shattered her arm. Had to have another surgery a couple years later, and I had to do everything for months, she couldnt get out of bed. I worked full time, slept on the floor, cooked and cleaned. She was in horrible pain, and treated everyone like shit then. (Her mom thought I was going to give up and leave.) When she felt better, I took her to Europe. Bought her a ring. I loved the hell out of the little bitch. Still do. And she WAS a little bitch. 5'1, 95 pounds, and mean as hell. Not in a trashy way. Shed just had a tough life for a few years with family stuff, and it made her determined and a bit distant. Not usually with me, she would be very sweet to me, for the most part, for months at a time. Whatever...
I paid for that house for the first two years, never asked her to work, although she did babysit her nephew and went to school, so she wasnt just sitting around. Eventually she got a good job at a jewelry store. I think the job changed her. I think buying the house (its actually in her moms name, but even she was pissed that I got asked to leave. Said I could stay with her instead heh), and her new car, gave her a taste for the good life. A life I didnt want, and had to struggle to povide. I dont know... She told a mutual friend that she realized after her surgery, that she wouldnt have taken care of me like I had taken care of her. Maybe that was it. She never really told me why. Of course, I did stupid shit too. Specifically, I ran the toll road stops for months, thinking I could outsmart the cameras. Dumbass. We got the bill for that right after we'd broken up and I was still staying in the house. She got pissed and said she wanted me out as soon as possible. It upset me so much that I was being asked to leave MY house, MY neighbors. So she went to work that day, and I packed as much as I could into my car and left. I had friends that offered me places to stay, but they were mutual friends, and she had asked me before not to stay with them. I think she actually really wanted to see me succeed, get my own place, take care of myself, but I was stubborn. I made everyone promise not to tell her I was staying in my car. I didnt decide to live like that to make anyone feel sorry for me. I dont know whay I did it. I guess it was partly masochistic. "Lets see if I can feel as bad on the outside as I do on the inside" crap. Then I ended up likeing it instead. Hehe. Its like camping out everynight. Id sit there and listen to Late night radio programs and get drunk. I loved it. I may do it again.

Wow. that sounded pathetic and whiney in hindsight. oops

Not really, man.

it sounds like you're better off apart for now.

this thread just reinforces my opinions in that other thread about how much girls should pay on dates and stuff