it's kind of a trip. i was figuring out what i'd have to weight to have a BMI of 20, and that would be 115 pounds. WHAT FUCKING BULLSHIT. seriously, i have some pictures of me from that era when i was down to 118 and i looked grotesquely thin and fragile. my face was horribly hollow and i kinda looked like a praying mantis with big boobs.