Ok. The title should have included the word Paranoid, and also the words, hypothetical, possible, and clueless.
So, I realize that I have some social anxiety. I do my best to plan my days away from people. I interact with them as little as possible. My kids are kids, each a little part of me running around but I still experience anxiety around them. That part is heartbreaking.
Anyway, recently, I have noticed that I have not spoken to anyone on the phone in some time. I questioned myself about this and realized that... Perhaps I truly believe that people will steal my thoughts and ideas if I speak to them over the phone.
Then I wondered how they would do that.
Its because of the way i speak. Open book.
Phone anxiety. Like the phone and cellular connection are transparent and i have no solid buffer between them and myself.....
They could steal my life's work..... From another state!!
wanna-be philosophical wang chung