Holy shit! $385 with utilities?
Nice find.
YES! I almost can't believe it- it's not even in the ghetto or section 8!!!
She told me it made her day.
That's gonna make me cry when it happens. I know it will....... out of all the people I've known who went down the drug path, who lost their kids...... I am the last one who still has contact with mine... the only one who managed to build a bond with them before they went with my parents.
I am so fucking lucky for that.
I fucked up. Really fucked up.
I am luck that I didn't catch actual charges and do time.
Although it's taken me the better part of seven years to figure this shit out....... I'm whole now.
All three of my kids have secure attachment to me, and I to them. I talk with them daily now, on the phone, and they are spending weekends with me again. I think we have a pretty decent, trusting, affectionate bond.
My parents will never let me have custody, they did legally adopt all three kids back in '08.
As long as I pretend to be their 'scapegoat', and '[agree to babysit whenever they want'... I can be a part of my kids' lives.
My parents are both sick. Addiction. They don't know that I am better, or that their attempts to smash my progress don't work.
I don't mind them being this way because I know I can't change them.
What I care about is what influences my kids will have to endure.
Wow. I guess it was overdue for me to ramble on.