The promise of meth milf pictures keeps bringing me back and yet, nothing.

Dave is working on it. And doing it for free (thankfully). There was a ton of shit she left on it. There was also about 1 1/2 weeks when the service was shut off because I wasn't able to pay the full balance. Turns out the time I had to get an extention for the $200 in overages she caused was the last time I could get an extention.

She frequently calls my mom when she is "in crisis" because she thinks Mom will somehow game the system for her. Mom used to work in the treatment arm of CPS in the 90's. Mostly Mom just listens and sometimes gives her a ride somewhere. She sometimes gave her 10 dollars, but stopped doing that when she noticed how tweeked out she is looking and acting. My Grandpa died when she was 11 years old. Lisa's mother died of cancer when she was 15 or 16 years old. Before getting cancer, her mom was alcoholic and prolly had some mental health issues. When we were friends (pre-meth) I introduced themand as Mom puts it "she needs a mom. She had a Mom, but because of illness, lost her at a young age. I know how that is." I actually sometimes ask her to call her just so she can tell me the lil girl seems ok.

And that brings us to a few weeks ago.


She left me a voicemail. She said "something horrible happened" and she didn't have Moms number and wanted me to give her the number she was calling from. Mom calls me to say she is heading to her apartment now and Lisa says she was "assaulted and robbed by 4 guys". She told mom that she was lonely and wanted to go out. She took $700.00 to the Kum n Go (yes that is the real name of the gas staion chain here) to get a money order for rent (in "the hood" late on Friday night). She discovered that they can't do money orders after 8pm and left. Then "four black guys" followed her out to the street and one asked to use her cellphone. After he handed it him, they knocked her to the ground and took the money and phone from her purse and ran off.

Thankfully, I told Mom while she was on her way to Lisa's apt that according to Iowa Courts Online, she was served with an eviction notice on 9/20 for non-payment of rent. This was 9/22.

Mom said the apartment was "trashed" and looked "worse than your place ever has". Said Lisa started "sobbing into her hands, but when she put her hands down, there were no tears on her face". She said she can't trust anyone in this neighborhood and the police "wouldn't even listen to me because I had, like, 2 drinks and I'm a white girl in the hood so I must've asked for it". She was going to go live with her sister. Lil girl was with her sister while she decided to go back to this "scary" neighborhood at night with no ride back to sister's house. Mom helped her gather some things.  Mom noticed the eviction notice and mentioned it to her. Lisa sobbed that that was why she was trying to get a money order late on Friday. Mom took her to her sister's house and saw Lil Girl who seemed happy to play with her cousins.

I told Mom that this wouldn't last long. Last time her and Lil Girl stayed with her sister, she was kicked out after 3 weeks.

Mutual friend said "oh yeah. That lasted 3 days. Lisa stormed out after they got in a fight." Her son goes to the same school as the sister's kids so she found out about it during pick up from school.

I have no idea where she is now. The one mutual friend she hadn't pissed off hasn't heard anything since Lisas sister told her she left. Mom was gonna call her but then got this really nasty upper respiratory virus or something and was either miserable in pain or asleep. She is starting to feel better now and is going to try to get ahold of her on Monday or Tuesday "just to see how things are going"

Dave set up a google acct where all the texts are stored. He's working on the emails, but those are being a bitch to transfer. I have been in contact with the worker is spoke to when I made the first call. Due to regulations, she is not allowed to access the google account, but I (and Dave too, since he knows the password and all) can email her the chats, emails, etc.

I know she passed a piss test, but she had, like 18 hours notice and the headshop down the street from her old apartment sells synthetic urine. Lisa and I even talked about how a pothead friend of mine was able to pass a pre-employment piss test using synthetic urine he got from that shop.

Sorry for the wall o text there.

Trust me, man... I don't want to see the tweaker women around here naked. You DEFINITELY don't.

These are from before she lost the weight.
She used to wear between a size 14 to size 18.

Now...well, I haven't seen her personally, but the pics she posted on facebook bragging about her weight loss and the pics she has on one of her online dating profiles...she is, like, a size 6 now. Her arms are all deflated looking now and she is obviously wearing a push up bra cuz her cleaveage looks kinda wrinkley.

I lost over 100lbs in a three year period. I know losing weight can make youu look droopy, but that is cause it was 100 FUCKING POUNDS! Lisa looks like she dropped a bunch of weight super fast (10 sizes since April) and her skin didn't have a chance to adapt.

Basically, these older pics aren't that bad. She looks like a healthy chubby girl.

Actually coming back to look at my own dick brings me back, too.

Trust me, man... I don't want to see the tweaker women around here naked. You DEFINITELY don't.

Oh, but I do!

Me too, I don't hold being a little bit skanky against a woman. But she better not try to rip me off.

iOh and i owe sorry to mosh.... But i dont remember how to do it anymore. Been saying sorry whole life so yeah....weird.

G2G. Meeting first new friend in 8 years today... Im nervous.

One more emo point for Banal.

When I say "around here" I mean SW Florida. I drive past Lee Memorial Hospital and it's like a scene from The Walking Dead... there's a herd on the move...

One more emo point for Banal.

* Thrash shakes his head *

*MacGirlver shrugs*

I was puking last night. I really hate vomiting. Like, really really really hate it.
I don't know how bulimics do it.
Zach got me into bed and was worried all night and most of the day. I stayed in bed, ate some toast, and my 3 year olds climbed into bed with me and snuggled for about 15 mins. My inlaws came to get them and Zach passed out on the sofa.

My mom calls at 5:30pm wanting to know why my 13 year old wasn't answering her phone. I then realize I started my first period since July, so I head to the bathroom. Zach is passed out on the sofa and Zee is asleep in a chair in the living room. I yell at Zee to call grandma because not only am I puke-y, but I'm bleeding now and I sure as hell don't need the extra grief because she can't answer her damned phone. I then slam the bathroom door.

Zach comes to the door and goes "um..babe? Did you say your bleeding?"
"Yeah"
"Like, you got your period?"
"Its either that or I'm dying"

I come out of the bathroom and Zach is doing fucking cartwheels. He's all "yay! You're not pregnant!" I'm like, "did you forget that amazing surgery you had 2 years ago?" "Yeah, but the doctor said there is a slight chance of the vas healing itself. Woohoo you're not pregnant!"

Damnit. I was hoping I was gonna get lucky and get early menopause with no crazy side effects like hot flashes.

they never showed up...... So 8 years one day.

Might as well start counting now.

Fb now deactive. Docs in here say it is not possible for a woman of my sistefs age to have early onset dimentia. She is 39. They also say they would never lie to me..... Ummmm. Ok. Why are docs who deal with dimentia saying differeent ??

My legal team .... Whole shop has shut down for a week No shit. Wierd but true...... Mother meant to have appoint on 23 i think. I duno anymore.
Did docs lie to me about power and gas being off ..... Or sister lie to them ?

I wish i had had the guts tbh wirh you ppl aoubt how i lived. Too late now.

Ok now I'm being fucking serious

I have no clue what you are talking about, but I do know this for a fucking fact:

Dementia can occur at young ages.
My stepfatherhas Frontotemporal Dementia. After several doctors told us that he had "depression" my mom finally found a doctor who ran the tests and looked at his family history. He was 54 when finally diagnoised. He has had the symptoms for years.

After his diagnosis, I read all I could in order to make sense of it. It can start in some people in their early 30's. Because of this, most people are not correctly diagnosised. Whatever doctor that said it isn't possible is full of shit.

My stepdad is now considered "moderate". Mom insists on keeping him at home as long as possible. He goes to a Day Program for "young dementia" patients three days a week and I have seen people there much younger than him there.

I fucking hate dementia. It is slowly robbing me of a wonderful stepfather and my 3 year old twins will never have the same "grandpa expierences" that my 13 year old enjoyed having. He is a great guy who doesn't deserve this. In fact, even if he was the biggest asshole, he still doesn't deserve this.

Whatever doctor said it isn't possible needs to have their licence pulled. It is highly documented. In recent years, more research has been done that shows how it hits people "early".  It is not an "old person's disease". You NEED to talk to a different doctor.

Excuse me now while I go chain smoke and punch things

Go ahead emo point me...... Emo is all i got eright now.

You will never see me online once i get out,,,, if i get out. I dont want to remember this llife.

Relax man, we have all been there. If you don't remember this life what difference does it make? It still happened. The trick is to move on. That's the goal.

I am really sorry about something I did last night, I shot a fucking skunk three times with my .22 on my front porch and it still crawled under my house, I'll be dealing with that for a couple months at least. I should have used the .44.
The front porch was fully compromised, and by relation through secondary contamination, my entire living room as well.

What are you using to get fucked up? I just drink a whole fucking lot, but at least I can't use that as an excuse for last night.  I made a serious tactical error while completely sober.

The doc that gave me ripstine procedure at age 14 went on to become qld state pres of ama a few years later.....


Still dont know if my record for young age has been broken global fof males. It was internal prolapse.... You know... What you would have if you strain too much teying to shit or anal raped a fair biti guess. I dont know.  i was a swimmer.... Always qual for state champs....... They gave me c ssetion scar.  why dad do that if mum not fucked up ?? How doc alllowed to go so radical ?? Looking back i see it all. Dad drowned cause nobody understood mum,s issue. I see it all now and ppl think i nuts.

My problem..... I lied to much to ppl like you in order to feel normal. Im sitting in mental ward foyer.... If ppl here i keep thoughts of trying to figure out how away.

just.... Sorta. Got txt fom sis.  she said my health team will help me build a good life.......


Wierd. No mention of family...... None. So thats it. My family is dead.

MODIFIED FOR PERSONAL INFORMATION ...
SORRY ...

Ah, the internet...where a creepy, nutty older Australian can fall in love with a teenaged English girl.

You have the power to; feel free to do so at any time ...
Don't feel it entirely necessary though ...

Meh, what do I know?

warning questions can lead to answers ??

nope, i did that line already.

yeah,. i aint got a reason to lock it...

fucked this thread though. could you trim it off ? i dont really care ppl knowing i fell for the curry muncher but i dont want to fuck it for everybody any more than i have.

You could always just edit those posts, no?

Aaaaaand all you've accomplished is scaring off another friend and making yourself look like a complete shit.

Nicely played, man.

He has the power ....
We talked about this ...

REAL CT: We're on a new server; we should be fine ...
I've noticed it's already much faster ...

Aaaaaand all you've accomplished is scaring off another friend and making yourself look like a complete shit.

Nicely played, man.

All my firends called the visible fone number that was on fb before i deactive it.



 ps. they gave me no drugs today. And i still have no shame in being sick. Fuck you.

No Brian. It wasn't necessary to bring that up. She's my friend too and publicizing that was just shit.

And arguing with a madman is mental masturbation. I can't speak for anyone else but I'm no longer interested in how this plays out. You really are pathetic and you need to stop attention whoring. Try being a man, take your meds, check your head and get some help.

* Thrash "Likes" the post above *

OK, I HAVE NO CHOICE, DUE TO PERSONAL INFORMATION BEING GIVEN OUT,
I HAVE DECIDED TO OFFER HIM HIS WISH ...

I HAVE BANNED HIM ...

OUR FIRST BAN -=EVER=- ...

HOWEVER, I COULDN'T LET THIS SHIT GO ON ...

I'LL EDIT/MOVE THE REST OF HIS POSTS LATER ...

Thanks for you understanding(s) ...
-=Thrash=-

We actually banned quite a few brawlhallers for spamming, didn't we?

Not on this incarnation of the board ...
Just Brian and ".CN" domains ...

That might be a good move thrash, force him to deal with the few people closer to him for a while instead of puking here.

He really does seem to have a serious problem and actually sounds somewhat suicidal.  Can you make it so he can't read the board as well?