You look a bit like my brother's mom. She was a really nice woman but had terrible drug problems, which was caused by my father. His scam was to meet young girls, get them high, and fuck them, I think she was like 15 when they started hooking up, he was probably somewhere around the age of 26 to 30. They were married, had two kids and were divorced.
Around 1993 we had a terrible blizzard here in philadelphia, and she OD'd during it. My brother was living with her, and he was about 13. She was found dead, and since it wasn't a medical emergency and the roads were blanketed in several feet of snow it was a couple of days before anybody got there to remove the body.
I don't know if our sister was there at the time, but she (his mother) had another child with another man who must have been very, very young. I don't know if my brother had to take care of a baby with his dead mother in the house or what, because I've never asked him about it assuming it must be a terrible memory.
I don't mean to be a downer, I'm happy that you're clean and I'm pulling for you to stay that way.