I get it. I am wary of liking people, tbh. Especially people I disliked previously, or at least felt.. ambivalent towards.
I have to realize, though, that people can change and a lot of them change for the better. I am a very different person than I was when I was nineteen. I have done a lot of asshole stuff and will probably continue to do a little bit of it in the future but for the most part, my decisions are well thought out and non-assholey these days.
So, I have major respect and pay mad props to Sasha for being clean. I had a hard enough time kicking cigarettes and booze; I can't imagine how difficult getting off heroin is.
Also, she is like the funniest girl ever besides me.