As we find them, we'll post them ...
Here's the first one I propose ...

http://isanyoneup.com/2012/04/12/tiffany-jones-from-austin-tx/#more-63363

Damn!! I like Tiffany a lot.

I have been horny as fuck this week. Even with the pocket pussy (which is almost broken) I have woken up having had two wet dreams. Haha something is seriously wrong with me.

So I'm seriously contemplating meeting up with "Kayden Ryanne". I told myself I'd never pay money, but like my boss always says, you pay one way or another.


http://www.bestxxxpic.com/escorts/austin/incalls-gfe-pfe-outcalls.jsp?city=austin&q=no-b-a-i-t-and-s-w-i-t-c-h-new-number-19/6358220
http://www.bestxxxpic.com/escorts/austin/incalls-gfe-pfe-outcalls.jsp?city=austin&q=p-e-t-i-t-e-p-r-e-t-t-y-100-r-e-a-l-w-specials-new-number-19/6358503

I guess i don't understand your sex/relationship troubles, I mean, you're not ugly, unintelligent, or drooling uncontrollably. And you've got that kick ass bike man. What gives?

It's my head, my mind, my non-existent game. Lack of confidence in myself. It's hard for me to be a real social dude, I've always been a loner so going to bars or coffee shops, etc. and actually being bold enough to walk up to a chick who looks cool is nearly out of the question. I rarely drink, because drinking actually makes me worst and I get depressed and turn inward even more so that wouldn't help me. Nearly every girl I've dated or gone out with, had sex with, etc. I have met through the internet. Even starting back in 1999 when I met a chick named SwitchBlade Kitten on Anti-Social.com when the board were first starting. Girls seem to like me when I can break through my own barriers and loosen up and get comfortable, but it's hard to get to that point. It's not just with girls either. Friends, family, anybody. It's just hard for me to make a connection and keep a connection sometimes. I'm afraid of putting myself out there.

Anyway, I did end up meeting Kayden tonight at a La Quinta hah. She was sexier in person than in the photos below. It was my first time ever and probably my last with an escort.  The sex was scorching hot because she was sexy and I haven't had sex in months so was raring to go. I told her she should be a Suicide Girl. But I feel kind of empty now. She was the first girl I've had sex with since my ex and it was just weird having no connection to this chick at all, but here I am fucking her. We were totally safe, with the profession she is in I don't want any surprises popping up on my dick or in my blood. I think I also feel empty because I actually resorted to paying for sex. But it was worth it for tonight.

I really need to start communicating with some women on OkCupid and start dating like a normal human being.

Man, I really think OKCupid is where it's at. My sister has been using that site for a few months now, and she is averaging 4 dates per week. I swear. And she has major social anxiety. As in, she can't even talk to cashiers when buying groceries and stuff like that.
I can relate to that empty feeling, I haven't exactly paid money for sex, but back when I was in active addiction I sure did fuck and suck for dope. Not proud of it, but I am not ashamed of myself anymore. It does leave a little dent in the soul though.

Also, I would just like to say that I have been dealing with social issues, anxiety and such. Similar to what you describe. I've tried the typical meds- vallium, xanax, kolonopin, all that shit that I potentially could have become addicted to ( I quit as soon as I started considering selling them) then I moved to antihistamines (odd, I know, but they are non-addictive and make most people drowsy)
I decided I didn't want to have to be dependent on a pill to feel confident enough to take the city bus around so I really made myself concentrate in therapy. (Yes, therapy cuz I am a crazy bitch)

The kind of therapy I was in for two years straight is called Dialectical Behavior Therapy, DBT, but what they teach is so very valuable.
The whole of DBT is based on Buddhist teachings like Nonjudgmental Stance, and Mindfulness.

That is the reason I am not sitting in my bathroom, sobbing like a bitch, carving someone's name into my thigh because they didn't return my call, or because life is "so Hard".....

It is also the reason that I have an actual relationship right now, which is not based on physical or mental abuse, Or based on sex or a mutual exchange of sex and drugs.

Woah, I just said a lot of shit.

Anyway, OK Cupid is much better for you than what's-her-hot-ass-name.

4 dates a week huh? That's pretty awesome! I keep having this mental block of trying to think of something that I need to "finish" or "do" before I can "start" dating again, so I end up not messaging anybody on OKcupid. It's stupid. I'm just afraid of putting myself out there is all so I am making up stupid lame reasons to do other things first and never getting around to communicating.

Wow, thanks for sharing everything - it takes guts!

I know about xanax, kolonopin, severe social anxiety, unbelievable insomnia, depression, and even DBT... my ex-gf has sever social anxiety and depression (carving herself, committed a few times, can't talk to the cashier or look people in the eye) and that was unfortunately a big part of why I couldn't go on any more. She needed to get help and just wasn't wanting to help herself. I researched DBT for her and explained it and even found a therapist in Austin for her and she didn't want to do it. She's a really sweet, smart, caring person but she has many problems and needs years of therapy. I'm glad the DBT helped you!

As for me, I think I'm pretty much anti-social, not anxious per se. I like striking conversations up with cashiers, random people as concerts, my classmates, etc., but if I feel it's getting past that into friendship or building a connection, I feel weird inside and stop it before it starts. I think my issues stem from my father. I barely know the guy - he abandoned the shit out of me after 2nd grade and maybe somehow now deep down when I feel like I could make a connection maybe subconsiously I'm afraid the connection will break and the person will leave forever, like my dad did. So I just don't bother trying to make or keep many connections, sadly.

What I'm afraid of is if this lump in my nipple is cancer... I'm going to have to get over this shit. People are going to want to help me and I have to be open and accepting. I wouldn't want to fight cancer on my own.

Well at least we didn't need to buy you a hooker this time...

Kyle, spend some time fucking random women without getting attached to one. Think with your head and go flex your dick for a while. Then when you get bored you can pick one and hold onto her for a while. Just don't get anyone pregnant or pick up any diseases, ok?

^what he said.


And, 4 dates a week... yes. And my sister is not perfect.  You don't have to try to be perfect either.

(I can share everything because there is nothing left for anyone to judge or make fun of LOL)


Also, I wanted to say that your reasons for not wanting to make connections with people are very valid reasons. Once we have survived a hard crisis, something innate inside us makes attempts to avoid feeling that again. During my childhood, my siblings and I were regularly left home alone, the oldest of us being only 8 when it started. Naturally, I have developed a very big fear of abandonment. I get that totally.

Really, I think Aaron has a good point in having some random and very casual sex. You're young and at a point where your balls are trying to steer you, so maybe you could try some back-seat driving, if you will.

Also, it is my personal thought that there is Nothing wrong with asking women UPFRONT what their mental health history is.
I'm pretty open about my history, and I told my sister that she should ask all these dudes she is dating what their history is.
At first she thought I was nuts. (Go figure)
All it took was me reminding her about the time I...... well, really they are all the same story... I got involved with some man or woman, got immediately and insanely attached, drove them fucking crazy, they tried to leave, and I threatened suicide until they promised to never leave my sight again.

I just said, Sarah, I am not the only person who is batshit crazy, you know I am a complete mindfuck, and I am only one of a few who have found, attended, utilized, and graduated from DBT.......

She actually writes her own questions for potential dates now on OK Cupid... and they include a few questions about mental health and addiction history.

I think that is important.

Also, I think the very best way to start a relationship is to be willing to just be open and upfront from the beginning.

Kyle: So, what does your mental health and substance abuse history look like?
OKCupid Chick: mmmmm, I only slam meth on fridays.
Kyle: NEXT.

Kyle:  you do not have to impress everyone you meet.  Not every interaction has to be meaningful.

EXACTLY!
Not everything needs to be epic ...

I just said, Sarah, I am not the only person who is batshit crazy

See; MPD ...
She's right, man!

Kyle:  you do not have to impress everyone you meet.  Not every interaction has to be meaningful.

Fuck yes. I agree.

EXACTLY!
Not everything needs to be epic ...

I just said, Sarah, I am not the only person who is batshit crazy

See; MPD ...
She's right, man!

I agree again.

.... annnnnnnnnnnnnnd
Time of death ...
NOW ...

Death of the thread? Or some awkward salesman?

He just likes to get the last word.

Death of IsAnyoneUp.Com ...

Yeah we read that thread.

I'm just sayin' ...

Yeah, I'm kinda sad IAU is gone... but really, how long could it go on for before they did him for child porno?

I kinda liked being the creepy perv looking at pictures of naked young women that were posted against their knowlegde/will (yeah, yeah, some were submitted by the subject themselves, that takes the creep edge off somewhat)...

He claimed he was quite careful about the underaged shit, but, yeah, I'll miss it too ...
Gnargoyles were funny to look at ...

I kinda liked being the creepy perv looking at pictures of naked young women that were posted against their knowlegde/will

ugh.

You should have submitted when you had the chance!
#nbhnc

..Um yeah my response was disappointment that I didn't get to be one of the girls on the site   ?!



luckily for me there are other pornsites out there, the dream never dies xD

I showed you on in the other thread ....

http://isanyoneup.net/brittney-wigfield-from-austin-texas#respond

That chick posts her tits all over the internet! Her tumbler: http://ahhbrittney.tumblr.com/post/16179200067/nice-tits-yeah

That's good for you, easy target, easy fuck (for a while) ...

ass tattoos are awesome

I have to wEnder ...

Wouldn't a pocket pussy and a good imagination save y'all from a LOT of heartache an heartburn?

Not to speak of STD's,

robberies/muggings ...