Okay, well, i'm drinking too much and smoking too much and, it would appear, basically trying to kill myself,

in a passive/aggressive-type of way.

i AM pretty well freaking out.  My 78, soon to be 79, year old mom is like, abandoned to her own devices, at the VERY time she needs company, and it's almost too sad to bear.

And, no, i'm not a big, fat liar ~ she IS in the hospital right now, but our phone had to be d/c until the 1st, so we lost that and the internet (i'm STEALING this connection from someone in the hood, right now), and no one has been able to call in, nor out, since early Son-day morning.

Yeah, stoopid as this is going to sound, a really close friend, who has kids, a hubby that has been on dialysis for about 20 years, blah, blah, blah, but anyway, she needed some extra cash, real quick-like, WITHOUT some astronomical Finance Fee, NOR a bunch of questions, and, well, we had it in the bank...  It was for the phone bill, but really, we'll only "do without" for about a week, so.  Just a bad timing thing.

i've been sucking up our money with cigs, herb, suds, grog, and then for me to give money "we didn't have," Dear says,

but we DID.  i gave it away, and it was there, and then it was gone, so WE HAD IT.  (What IS that???  Lots of peeps do that ~ they DO have it, but they can't share it.  i don't get it.  It isn't anything UNTIL you can share it with someone.)

Well, that's why my peeps sort of have to hate me ~ i don't care about money, even when i desperately need it.  To me, whatever i need it for can wait, 'cuz i KNOW i'll live through it,

and it isn't the actual money that matters ~ it's what it can DO, for someone, you know?

Oh, and i sort of lied about that, too.  i'm not actually online right now.  i'm doing this in WordPad 'cuz whomsoever is paying for this connection is using it right now,

but just so you know ~ THAT's the kind of "liar" i am.

u know what?  i might need to Blog this shit, instead of inflicting it upon every forum i touch...  <sigh>

Tangent, you go off on them.  This thought could be compressed into something easy to read if you try a little.  Try this: don't tell us how you FEEL about a situation, just tell us the fucking situation.  Constructive criticism.

This must be what it is like to talk to Charlie Manson.

Charles Manson's Epic Question (revised)

Haha, yeah.

I don't care about money either. I care about having a place to sleep, food to eat, healthcare etc. If I need to work to have that then I get stuck in

I'm the same way, I will give someone whatever money they need if I feel they are better with it than I am.  For example, when my friend Alan got into his accident I went over to his house and his girlfriend was on the verge of a nervous breakdown and all she needed was a cigarette so I gave her my last $20 until pay day to get whatever she needed.

Also, I need to quit smoking so I signed up for a 5k that my work is participating in.  If I raise $200 and walk I get 16 hours of leave time which I can use towards the Japan trip.  I figure if I spend $40 a month on cigs and $160 a month or so on going out I could just pay $200 to sponsor myself and I will at least have quit smoking and not gone out binge drinking for a couple of months...... but this is all theory of course.

Easier said than done, but good luck anyways... I hope you can do it.

I'm the same way, I will give someone whatever money they need if I feel they are better with it than I am.  For example, when my friend Alan got into his accident I went over to his house and his girlfriend was on the verge of a nervous breakdown and all she needed was a cigarette so I gave her my last $20 until pay day to get whatever she needed.

Also, I need to quit smoking so I signed up for a 5k that my work is participating in.  If I raise $200 and walk I get 16 hours of leave time which I can use towards the Japan trip.  I figure if I spend $40 a month on cigs and $160 a month or so on going out I could just pay $200 to sponsor myself and I will at least have quit smoking and not gone out binge drinking for a couple of months...... but this is all theory of course.

No shit!  It ALWAYS looks SO GOOD on paper...


Put me down for $25 USD on the sponsorship thang...  ROFLMFAO

To me, that's the thing ~ i'm going to go without whatever for, what?  a WEEK???  Come on, now.

In 2 months, with decent herb, i won't even REMEMBER that week!  


p.s.  The neighbor must have gone to bed ~ this connection is blazing.  (Well, sort of...  kind of...  HEY!  It's WORKING!  )

i'm STEALING this connection from someone in the hood, right now

The last time I did that was like Tuesday. It kept breaking but it worked which is good enough for me.

Anyway, the only issue is that people might be able to see the sites I visit...

i'm STEALING this connection from someone in the hood, right now

The last time I did that was like Tuesday. It kept breaking but it worked which is good enough for me.

Anyway, the only issue is that people might be able to see the sites I visit...

After clicking on a couple of vids in the Sex Forum, i don't guess i'll have to worry about whichever neighbor it is coming over to borrow sugar or anything...  

Yeah, but you know why a blog won't really work for me?

i already live by myself, in my mind.  i already talk to me.


FIXED!   ]

Sorry.

FIFTEEN YARD PENALTY FOR OVERSHARING! STILL FIRST DOWN!

FIFTEEN YARD PENALTY FOR OVERSHARING! STILL FIRST DOWN!

Bwahahahaha! Is that a Zoomie original? I love it. Quotebox....

Haha, agreed.

C'mon guys, I don't steal other people's gig. If it weren't mine I'd have quoted the original. Thanks.

At first I was upset, but now I'm glad that Fyrenza's posts are in all blue.  It makes it easier to completely skip every one of them, preventing my brain from exploding due to a flood of retardation.

At first I was upset, but now I'm glad that Fyrenza's posts are in all blue.  It makes it easier to completely skip every one of them, preventing my brain from exploding due to a flood of retardation.

So glad to be of assistance!   

Does the Ignore feature not work?

Sorry, fyrenz...but your post made me think of this...

Tita Auntie's Diary

At first I was upset, but now I'm glad that Fyrenza's posts are in all blue.  It makes it easier to completely skip every one of them, preventing my brain from exploding due to a flood of retardation.

hahahaha.... do you think that pic of Fyrenza is real or fake?

Sorry, fyrenz...but your post made me think of this...

Tita Auntie's Diary

Oh, Daisy ~ you're HERE!!!  i saw your name on the members list, but hadn't seen you posting, and figured that you were back at HF.  i've missed your "funnies!"

GREAT vid, btw ~ it even reminded ME of me!  lol

But you talk way way way more than that chick in the video did.

hahahaha.... do you think that pic of Fyrenza is real or fake?

Oh, it's real.  (Do folks actually DO that?  Sneak around, taking pix of other folks for use on the webz?   )

i can guarantee you that i would find someone a LOT prettier than me, if i was going to post up fakes!  

However, i will be going out to the ranch this weekend, and can get some new ones.  Since my dad hasn't figured out his super-duper, hung-the-moon camera,

AND since the rest of us are afraid of getting SHOT if we so much as TOUCH it,

they will be low-quality camera phone pix.

But you talk way way way more than that chick in the video did.

This is hilarious to me ~ i TYPE way more than that chick in the vid TALKS,

but in real life, i'm a super-quiet person.

(DUH!  i'm too busy typing to talk!  )

Seriously, though, even without a keyboard, i'm pretty quiet.  Well, unless i'm drinking, and THEN i'm singing at the top of my lungs!  lol

Fyre's post edited for normal humans:

Oh, it's real.  I can guarantee you that i would find someone a LOT prettier than me, if i was going to post up fakes!

However, I can get some new ones soon but they will be low-quality camera phone pix.

Fyre's post edited for normal humans:

Oh, it's real.  I can guarantee you that i would find someone a LOT prettier than me, if i was going to post up fakes!

However, I can get some new ones soon but they will be low-quality camera phone pix.

Doesn't  ^ that ^  count as, like, a Double Post

Or is it more for all the members who must, by now, have me on Ignore?  ROFL 

When someone like you or Vindictive89 post something, I have an uncontrollable urge to repost it in literate form.

Cool!  Translate away!

Or, you could do it yourself and save us all from dying a little inside every time we read a post of yours.

And resign my chance to make you MISERABLE???

Not a chance, pal!

*gets the popcorn; passes some to Zoomie*